didn't believe that a being this beautiful flew so low

i don't want to get too far ahead of myself...but I'm really looking forward to summer. One of my goals it to get drunk tubing down a river at least once a week. And play catch at least once a day. And go on long runs around the lakes. And camp for weeks at a time. By July I will have taken my DAT exam and everything will be place for me to eventually become a dentist. Senior year hasn't started yet it's already a blur- what a great time it was. to think i'll finally leave this place for the last time. thinking about doing anything for 'the last time' is in interesting concept, because there are things (studying abroad) that I know as I do it will be the last time. but there are other things (seeing my dog before he died) that you never see coming until you realize that you've done it for the last time. think about a friend from high school. you saw them everyday and haven't seen them now for 3 years- and you won't ever see them again. life is so temporary. no matter how hard you work, how often you pray or how badly you want something, much of what goes on is still out of our control. why do we try to create our future when we're just fulfilling our destiny? This world is a ghetto.